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Thursday 17 January 2019 | 0 Comments

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hibawarakatuh semua and have a nice day ! May Allah bless each of us today in sha Allah. On this peaceful morning, I wake up early and got a feeling to write here bcs it has been such a long time since the last update in this blog. Maybe this year resolution is to be more frequent update on my blog (which is every year resolution actually but never succeed ). So I hope each one of u gais who read this was in a pink of health and in a good care! Those who are on holiday ( sem break like me ), get a good rest gang and take care of urself where ever u are okayh ?

Okay enough with bubbling. Oh since its still not too late, Happy New Year everyone! I suddenly feel old already bcs 2018 happen too fast and now I am 21 y/o which is not officially yet. Thus, what I hope for this 2019 is just to stay positive and try my best in everything that I do. It is January right now and its a trial month, so far so good. Just the final examination has been ruined it (ugh). In this January, I just wanna get a good rest (lols) and enjoy me time ( spend time with myself ). 

Regarding on my post today, actually it inspire by a vlog by Vivy Yusof where she and her husband highlights about their 2018 and share their 2019 resolution. To me, it is important for u to have what u target in that year bcs it will drive you to be more determinant to achieve it. Then, u can see the progress of ur life (cliche). So, after watched that vlog, I got blurred for 10 minutes like that thinking what I had achieve in my 2018 and I was blank. I mean, 2018 is such a chaotic year to me. But then, I managed to listed out what is the highlights of my 2018 ( only 5 ) :


1. Won 2 Giveaways . (wow is that necessary ?)

2. Done my internship at Penang.

3. Took my MUET examination.

4. My sister got married !

5. I got duck-ed. (hahahahahah ignore this one)


For my 1st highlights, well it actually happen twice which is on the early year of 2018 ( 13 January 2018 ) and the second one is by 15 November 2018 (around that time la). Basically, both of this giveaway that I joined is just for fun. Like seriously, I just leave my comment on their instagram post as required and forget about it . (maaf saya bnyak lgi bnda nk ingat) Then, like a few days or week after that, I got dm from them that I was one of the winner and to be truth, I kind of blurred again thinking of what thing that I joined. So alhamdulilah, for the first GA I won a couple watch from Dear Danial (an international brand like that lah) that conducted by @luqmanabubakar , an influencer or instafamous things from Singapore. The second one is the most excited bcs its conducted by Neelofa, and the prizes is of course her scarf collection, Naelofar Hijab. I dont know how to react when I got notification that Neelofa mentioned me in her ig story. Alhamdulilah I got not only 1, but 2 boxes of Selena by Naelofar Hijab at that momemnt. So another one box I give it to my bff , Wani as her birthday present (muehehehe). Thank you both of you who has made 2018 become a great memories to be remember of. May Allah bless both of you gais.


Here is the ig story posted by Nelelofa that I mentioned above.
Then I will skip no 2 bcs I will make another post about it later on. It was so fun and I am so thankful bcs everything went well despite I am far away from my family. It really worth bcs at the same time I can explore Penang. So wait my next post about what I do in Penang ! 

For the number 3, yeah since I will end my diploma not very soon, so I gotta sit for my MUET examination before I continue in degree. It is not easy and challenging bcs the school that I took is so freaking far away from my rent house and got no transport to go there. Luckily thanks to my roomate Izzati, for accompanying me since we at the same school and thanks also to my Moonie bcs let me stay at ur house . It was so great to have them as my friends. (others also like u gais are amazing). Alhamdulilah, I got my result and yeah mencukupi la with my efforts that I put for that examination. 

Next we move on to my sister who got hitched in 2018 ! So currently, 1 already not available.There is 2 more anak dara pakcik roslan who still not married yet ( tapi tak valid dah bulan 2 nnti bcs my second sisthur plak kahwin ). I am so happy for her bcs finally she build and share her life with someone that she really loved. May their marriage last long and stay till Jannah. In sha aalah aamiin. Lets pray that I can get my anak buah real soon okayh ? hahaha. 


Some photos from the wedding reception. <3
Okay yg no 5 tu abaikan HAHAHA sbb tu pembaziran semata sbenarnya. To be honest, in 2018 I got 2 collections from duck cosmetics only, not the shawl collections bcs I am not a big fan of it yet. Pliss pray that may in 2019 I can add more and more collections from ducks that I buy using my own money (hehehe).

There is actually another highlights of 2018 that hit me hard inside. It was not a good thing but it brings a lesson that I can learnt from it. I lost someone that once I loved so much. Someone that let me be myself, someone that brings out the best about me. Someone that teach me not everything u see, not everything that u hear is 100% correct. Someone that teach me, family is everything. Someone that teach me to be kind to everyone no matter what he/she had done to you in the past. Someone that teach me not be kedekut or berkira. Everything that u cant learnt in the class, but u learnt it either in hard way or easy way of the real life. But what the most meaningful things that he teach me is, there is always a way for u to go back to Him. No matter how big ur sins are, just go back to Him. Bcs Dialah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang. Sejahat jahat mana pun seseorang itu, never ever tinggalkan solat. Thats it. 

In the mean time, for those who read this, tolong sedekahkan alfatihah utk arwah Muhammad Nazrin bin Razali yg pergi meninggalkn all of us on 16 mac 2018 due to an accident. He was the nicest and soft spoken person ever that I meet. Yg tak pernah merungut no matter how hard life hits him. Yg sgtlah rajin mncrik duit sndiri sbb taknak ssahkan fmily. Till this day, I am regret bcs ignore his last text messages that he sent to me a day before he involves in the accident.If I can turn back the time, definitely I will go back on that date. I am so jealous of him sbb dia pergi pada hari Jumaat and in the easiest way. Semuanya dipermudahkan .I guess that is a "gift" from Him bcs he had gone through a lot of hardships but still put a smile on his face for the people who loves him. Bcs he doesnt like people being worry of him. It so hurt to miss someone that u cant see, talk with anymore. Doa sahajalah jdi perantara rindu. For those who never feel losing someone that will never return, will never understand how hurt it is utk menahan rindu. Dont talk to me if u never feel it bcs u wont understand. Thank you. #notbeingdramatic #justhavesomerespect 



I guess that it from me. In 2019, I have not list yet what I want to achieve. So far what I want to buy in this 2019 is polaroid camera ( FujiFilm Instax Mini 9 ) and I wanna take my car license I guess... not sure yet haha. However, I wanna say thanks to 2018 bcs it give colourful memories that I can remember of. There is some sad and pain things, but there is also a good things happen between it. Well life is not about to only focus on the bad things. We need to be thankful also for the good things. Learnt to be more appreciated people around u. Some people comes into ur life to give lessons.  Never act without check it first. Go travel and meet with different kind of peoples. Spread the good things and remain silent if u dont have good things to say. U can say no towards the things that u dont like. Never do something just to let people stay with u. If they feel comfort with you, they will stay with you. JUST BE YOURSELF. 
Take care everyone and see u gais on the next post !